POEM: COLLEEN A Irish Tale

Rushed in wet wool, mad mud underfoot... Left the house at three, it was dark and I was heart-dipped in honey Courage and other belongings stuffed in an old pillowcase, my mother's swollen eyes and her smothered kisses It is the sickness that is the worse for me, moving always moving I drown in this smell, of vomit and the urine. I am so afraid...I have never been this afraid I tremble and am banged about the broken world outside of me It is always the same

Oxford COVID-19 vaccine to begin phase II/III human trials: And are using Children as young as 5 in the study?

Might this rush, all this jumping ahead, all this production of the vaccine without knowledge of its safety beforehand, be the fly in Mr. Gates ointment be the reason for the belief that a vaccine was already available before COVID-19 became an issue/an event. When did we begin living in Nazi Germany, where behavior like this was okay on Jewish children. Until we kicked Hitler ass with a lot of bloodletting and stopped it from continuing. Oh yeah I forgot, a lot of those Nazi scientists ended up here in the west due to 'Operation Paper Clip'. Now, children, are involved in this study. Tell me, are there those that get the vaccine and those who do not get the vaccine? Are they seriously going to inject children with a live virus to see how they fare on their own. These eggheads have seriously gone off the rails. But then again, children seem to be the most resilient of COVID, throwing is off like it is a cold, or showing up as asymptomatic in most cases. But Bill Gates and his ilk are eugenicists and eugenicists I would say are one step away from being Nazis. Why are they in production of billions of doses of the vaccine prior to known safety of the vaccine, and whether it works or is the right one, since the dam thing seems to mutates so many times? Will that mean that the vaccinations might happen a few times a year? "COVID-19 did not spread in the US due to a lack of a vaccine; it spread due to CDC’s botched strategy for early containment via testing and tracking: On January 16, 2020, CDC career scientists refused to adopt a validated test developed by Germany, and instead developed and shipped a flawed SARS-CoV-2 RT-PCR testing kit, which led to the spread of COVID-19 due to false-negative results. This is why SARS-CoV-2 spread so fast in the US." Children's Health Defense

BIOMILQ

Absurdities of the absurdities. Bill Gates's newest project -- synthetic breast milk. It seems a new one is released every single day. From Bill Gates using vaccines that use the bodies of babies to make the vaccines, he is now putting technology in their bodies via synthetic breast milk. BIOMILQ a new product released on to the market, and to be assisted in their startup in the world, by none other than that super arch-villain and pain in the ass software coder and pretend scientist and vaccine pusher, Bill Gates of the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation (BMGF). Foundations are new and improved ways of making vast amounts of money without paying tax on it, as can be seen with the Gates foundation

CONSPIRACY THEORIST

There is, a specific type of smugness when someone within a group of like minds calls out the heretic. When group thought has totally permeated the platform, as a bastion of central opposition and knowledge to a world that is seemingly going insane -- a world is unknowable in the end. Too many possibilities. Can I prove that? Without falling into skeptical thought, not really.  Nothing can be proved without a doubt, it is a matter of the evidence collected in favour of what one believes -- or the group believes. We are all capable of that confirmation bias, even those who point out the heretic. Doubt can always be generated, with enough intelligent thought. And so as long as that persists, truth in the fact can never be absolute. And must always remain in doubt, a sort of plastic thing...

POEM: The Convent Burned down last night.

The convent burned down last night. It's end had already started with collapse, in forgotten areas of the building... and waterlogged ceiling, and weakening sections of the roof. Caved to slowed fall. Wallpaper peeled as like old skin -- walls were surrendering to age and the mold. The ghostly revenants that occupied it for the many decades were forced to ascend and reach for heaven's gate. I stepped on careful legs, bearing witness of its dying. Parts gave up, like vital organs surrendering to exhaustion...

IN THE JAWS OF THE BLACK DOG: Part 3

Autism has left me in ruins sometimes emotionally -- many times socially, and yet as the artist, I have soared to the highest ground it has shown me I feel. The risk-taker, the expanded vision, the imagination journey as visuals are my chosen language. The ability to see something so very complex and decipher it and und4erstanding its meaning. Collaboration with other artists has produced works by me but not me solely.  Objets d'art I would not have been able to accomplish alone. I am a gifted painter in my own right, and I say that without any false modesty. Autism has made me quite visual in my learning and expression of myself...

IN THE JAWS OF THE BLACK DOG: Part 1

Being autistic is a highly volatile condition to be involved with as a human -- of course involved would intend one's participation, willingly, intentionally. That is both wrong and right. I have no choice really in the matter. I am autistic, it is me. But then again I know who I am.   Autism is difficult to describe from a personal point of view. From that deeply personal point of view. Some days its world ending and others it is magic; an affliction sometimes, a life-long confrontation with reality -- and if asked I would prefer not to have it -- and yet again, I absolutely cannot see myself in any other way, and being autistic and different is something I would miss if I was neuro-typical (whatever that terrible term means). I believe it has something to do with linear thinking. Convergent as opposed to divergent in the thinking process. Study shows a threatened and shortened lifespan in most cases for those with autism -- ASD, Asperger's. That is a considerably shortened lifespan. And what I mean by that is, that the high functioning autistic adult is averaged at a lifespan of about 54 years old, forty years old if that autistic is unable to speak or communicate...

What do you think AI is all about?

Individual spirit -- they just don't get it. You speak about spirit as the real self, and you get that look from them that you get from your dog when your playing an harmonica. Spirit is about freedom, and freedom is not outside, I find it is inside me. And I have no idea why I keep forgetting that. Oh yeah... stimulus-response. And so the question came up the other day, from my friend Jon Rappoport. It was based around freedom and the loss of it. Now, I must say Jon is an excellent fellow and after reading him for decade or so, I am convinced now that I am not crazy, that the world that we live is a manufactured reality, that there is a massive industry that 24 hours a day, 365 days a year toils to came our minds enslaved...

POEM: WHAT NEXT!

Eight-carbon molecules in rivers of waste, and the sun in a sack cloth hauls itself up again into the sky. And looks down in disgust at what was…a good idea. These mayfly lives, passing through and piling up, one upon the other as sediments on the basement of this world. Built up in that wake of seconds upon seconds. Relent. Red cushion for a place to sit, amidst rancor. Nihilism for a heart, and reluctance. And crazed mystics still keep pushing shopping carts up hills of abuse...

Virus: What is the reason for COVID?

"If all the insects were to disappear from the earth, within 50 years all life on earth would end. If all human beings disappeared from the earth, within 50 years all forms of life would flourish."  -- Jonas Salk “At the highest levels of the medical cartel, vaccines are a top priority because they cause a weakening of the immune system. I know that may be hard to accept, but its true. The medical cartel, at the highest level, is not out to help people, it is out to harm them, to weaken them. To kill them. At one point in my career, I had a long conversation with a man who occupied a high government position in an African nation. He told me that he was well aware of this. He told me that WHO [World Health Organization] is a front for these depopulation interests” ― Jon Rappoport interview with ex-vaccine Researcher Pandemics...very scary. Why would nature create such things, when the majority of higher lifeforms are so beautiful, like humans and the rest of the animal kingdom. All other mammals thrive in the natural, but humans are sickened and diseased by what cause? Might there be a reason for a virus if it exists? I mean positive life-affirming reason for a virus, that has been overlooked or pushed to the side by greedy scientists, and a very powerful medical establishment and powerful corporations?...